It has been a hectic week lots of parties to attend, cards to send, calls to make and my meeting schedule was mixed up in the glob. I feel tired today and have some work things to attend to
which include taping on a new camera. 
To top it all off my Mother did her yearly call she went to being a victim and I resented being put into her victimizer section. I have told her over twenty years about my film projects, yet she asks me what I do for work. She doesn't listen.  It makes me angry that she is absent for my life. I am not responsible for waking her up.  She has an HP and I don't have to fix her. 
I try to love her where she is at but it is a challenge. 
 This is where I turn it over to my HP.
Just for today I will keep it simple and not focus on what I don't have in my life.
HP is doing for me what I can't do myself.
Grateful for the program 
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I have to be careful to not let expectations get the best of me this time of year. I would like for all to be joyful and cheery. It simply won't be just because I wish that for others. I can be though!
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