Feb 2, 09

As the Big Book Says
this business of resentment is infinitely grave. We found that it is fatal..if we were to live we had to be rid of anger. The grouch and the brainstorm were not for us ...for an alcoholic these things are poison.

The end of our suffering comes with a cost. the cost is the death of our self.
The addicted self the self born of greed, hatred and delusion, must die.
And even though this death is necessary and in a sense even welcome it comes with pain. and with mourning.

be patient with myself all comes as it supposed to
HP has a plan for me